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11/27/16
11:30pm
I felt called to review an old journal from 2014. I opened to the entry written on July 27, 2014. The 27th of the month – as is today.
I wrote to myself: “I must be my own Big Bang. I must swim in darkness and paint what I want to see. I can take nothing with me. Everything must come from me. There are no other answers than that. The most difficult thing to discover is that I am scared of myself. My ancestors say they are with me. I must be the trailblazer and let the strength and abundance of my heart lead the way. I have been afraid to jump into the unknown and leave the safety of my known world behind. It appears Evil because it may destroy me. But I will not be destroyed. Only all that I know will be destroyed so that I can be recreated from within myself. I just want to be with my mother, but in my mind I hear my mother say, ‘Go.’ ”
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I did a quick google search on the meaning of the number 27 and here is one bit of information I found (via Angel Numbers): “Number 27 is a message to believe in yourself, your intuitive messages and your inner-promptings. You have been receiving messages about your Divine life purpose, and your angels encourage you to follow the guidance and directions accordingly. Trust that your angels support you in your spiritual endeavors.
“I just want to be with my mother, but in my mind I hear my mother say, “go”!” Beautiful, Mara!
Thank you, Most Beautiful Sarah!