Month: January 2017

Reflective Entertainment: 1.30.17

__________________________________________________________________________________________ 1/30/17 9:17pm Sometimes I go into myself. Retreat a bit and reflect. This time I found myself relentlessly watching a crime drama, episode after episode. As a writer and actress, this is also good studying; as per the development of a series, its characters, and watching the actors handle emotional arcs, etc. But, as I’ve Read More …

Angel Falls: 1.10.17

_________________________________________________________________________________________ 1/10/17 8:36pm I watched a nature documentary which discussed Angel Falls, the highest waterfall in the world, located in Venezuela. It’s majesty was depicted on screen via very skilled camera work. I thought to myself, that is a place I’d really like to see with my own eyes. Then immediately the voice of all Read More …

Brazen Prayer! : 1.8.17

__________________________________________________________________________________ 1/8/17 past midnight BRAZEN are we who would sit before ourselves and pray! With eyes closed and visions in our minds we know as truth! We say yes to our own hearts for there we know lies the Great Creator whispering softly to us, “Yes, go that way.”  But do we go? Do we Read More …

Pathways: 1.7.17

__________________________________________________________________________________ 1/7/16 11:27pm Who says the tiny dot of an insect moving across my computer has no right to walk here? The size of the dot of an “i” making it’s way around my words as I write them.  * I’ve taken a moment to consider this, looking away from the screen. When I look Read More …

The Wolf: 1.6.17

__________________________________________________________________________________________ 1/6/17 7:49pm Hunger stirs in my belly as I write this. I need to eat something. It seems simple enough, but I think of a wolf I once watched on a nature show; running for the entire day, trying to catch a meal. There was no guarantee for this wolf that the intensity of Read More …

Death Contract: 1.5.17

__________________________________________________________________________________________ 1/5/17 past midnight I dreamt of facing death today. Someone held a gun to my head and at first I screamed, but then I surrendered to it. Simply to see what would happen, even if I died. What would happen on the other side?  * I’ve had this thought in my head for a bit Read More …

Collide: 1.4.17

__________________________________________________________________________________________ 1/4/17 past midnight A train derailed today. My commute was vaguely affected. I had to take a different route. It took longer than usual. And then I was home, eating a piece of chocolate, kissing my boyfriend and relaxing. Sirens wailed around me as I walked from the train I had taken, which arrived Read More …

Playtime: 1.3.17

__________________________________________________________________________________________ 1/3/17 11:20pm “I do not want any of this to feel like pressure. I want to infuse as much joy into this enterprise as possible.”  My words today to my friend as we move forward on building a business together. We are in a place of pure creation; creating a means to accomplish work Read More …

White Dragon: 1/1/17

__________________________________________________________________________________________ 1/1/17 11:26pm I began this new year with a beautiful ceremony of releasing old negative beliefs and writing down the new beliefs I want to see realized in myself this year. This ceremony was held in a large group at my spiritual center of prayer and meditation. Hundreds of us, altogether, actively releasing and Read More …

Universal Desire: 12.31.16

__________________________________________________________________________________________ 12/31/16 7:17pm Debauchery or contemplation or both await us tonight as we prepare to “try again.” Every year we seek to do better. All of us across the entire world on this night. There is true kinship in that. Even as we feel we have enemies, may part of our attempts to do better Read More …