___________________________________________________________________________________ 11/27/16 11:30pm I felt called to review an old journal from 2014. I opened to the entry written on July 27, 2014. The 27th of the month – as is today. I wrote to myself: “I must be my own Big Bang. I must swim in darkness and paint what I want to see. I can Read More …
______________________________________________________________________________ 11/26/16 midnight Revolutions and world leaders are on my mind. There is something to respect about having a clear vision for an entire country or empire and working for the power to see it through. Even those completely self-serving and corrupt visions; they were created with much blood, sweat, and tears of conviction. It Read More …
______________________________________________________________________________ 11/25/16 7:18pm I woke up this morning somewhat renewed after a successful Thanksgiving evening with family and friends. * I cleaned the kitchen and found myself very much enjoying the process of cleaning. I have never enjoyed the process of cleaning. On the best of days I have been indifferent to it, knowing that Read More …
__________________________________________________________________________________________ 11/22/16 10:42pm There is still more on the list. More more more on the list. Perhaps ONE thing per day to focus on. Just one task. Beyond this blog post. Blog AND the one task. Simplify. That’s hard for me to remember. But I do believe in magic, so it can be done. May Read More …
__________________________________________________________________________________________ 11/21/16 past midnight Oh, this is the last thing I want to be doing right now. Sitting here and writing a blog post. What good does it do? I’m not even marketing it properly, apparently. According to marketing advice I’ve read and received. Getting my SEO in order. Packaging and images and key word Read More …
__________________________________________________________________________________________ 11/19/16 past midnight As she was sitting on the toilet, she saw the spider descend before her. Right in front of her. About six inches from her nose. She stiffened on the seat; unable to move until she finished urinating. Gabby watched the spider fixedly, hoping to God it wouldn’t swing closer to her Read More …
__________________________________________________________________________________________ 11.18.16 11:37pm I do not fear one person’s hate. I fear a growing collective consciousness of hate, name-calling and finger pointing. I fear the collective inability to listen and respect each other. I fear getting all wrapped up in emotional responses as the whole picture. I fear mass mentality regardless of which side it Read More …
__________________________________________________________________________________________ 9:39pm 11/16/16 The distance of a few inches remains a distance to travel. Fear and exhaustion can grow large there. Do you die with your hand on the doorknob or do you make it through the door? It is unknown. * You have made it so far; all the way essentially. Surely you will Read More …
__________________________________________________________________________________________ 11/15/16 11:21pm I stood on a street corner eating something sweet and looked at the paved ground. A man limped slowly by with his cane. Oh my, I thought. Oh my. Look at this Earth holding up this man that he may still walk and experience the night. It was such a peaceful corner Read More …
__________________________________________________________________________________________ 11/13/16 8:28pm Movement. * How do you move the answer from somewhere hidden inside to your conscious knowing? We have answers. We have knowing. We lack our own access. Why? And where is that answer inside of me? ** Its the access that we week, isn’t it? Isn’t that all any knowing Read More …